Monday, April 29, 2013
secretly, deep down, she knew


Secretly, deep down, she knew 

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Friday, April 26, 2013
Finland. I failed to get in.

















False hope. disappointment. so what's new.

feeling trapped. i think this is what you might call a midlife crisis.

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Thursday, April 25, 2013
Cold

She thinks she is depressed, again.
For no reason. No bloody reason at all.




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Wednesday, April 24, 2013
lesson learnt

If she has learnt anything, She has learnt to never do anything for anyone.
If you don't give yourself completely, no one can ever hurt you so utterly.


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Tuesday, April 23, 2013
was it 4, 5 or 6 years ago? i've lost count.

istillcareandiprobablyalwayswill.butyoubrokemeandno,itsnotokay.youdestroyedme.thanks.

 All that I can probably ask from you is for you to never contact me again. Don't call me for help. Don't call me for anything. Just don't call or text me.  A simple text from you causes me to be in pain for months. No matter what you asked of me, you knew that I would always make it happen. I've never said no. I could never say no to you. 
What happens when he's your 
Prince Charming but you're not his Cinderella?


Stop using me. Stop being so selfish.You were my first love, and only love. I probably have never gotten over you. I don't know if I ever will. And you know that, don't you. I could never admit it to myself that I loved you, and you would always pretend not to know. But now that I have admitted it to myself, I need to wash you clean from my memories. Who would have known that I would be such a sucker for you. 
We're holding on to the pain, 
because that's all we have left.

 I still dream of you, and I hate that I do. But I've stopped crying because of you. 
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore?
I've moved on.



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hush.


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